I have ben told my whle life to be strong! And for the most part I have been. I have come to a place in my life where it has become very hard to be strong any longer. I have taken so many hits in my life that I have become broken, and it is only a matter of time before I shatter into so many peices that I will never be the same. I have tried to reach out, and fix all the issues, but as soon as one thing gets done, I get hit with something else. I just can't handle all this any more. I pray to God every day for help, and for answers, but all I am getting is silence. I don't even know who Jillian is anymore. This blog was meant as a way to find the bright side of things, and I thought today if I sat down and typed how I felt. I would find that bright side. Yet, it has failed to appear. And I don't know if I will ever make it out of this slump. I don't seem to have any optimism inme anywhwere. So, yes, "Love never fails." But in my case, love is failing me.
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